Friday, July 15, 2011

Day 4 and 5

What does submission mean to you?

Submission to me is giving everything i am to the one i serve and love. I give my mind, body, soul, everything to Him.Submission means doing what is asked when it is asked not saying that Im too sleepy or that Im doing something else. It is not serving when it is convent for me. Submission is a give and take relationship. You have to be willing to give it your all and sacrifice some things even if you dont want to.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Day 3

What makes you feel joy, pain, fear, excitement?

A lot of things make me feel joy. Reading a good book, talking with an old friend, watching a favorite movie,  spending time with loved ones..just to name a few. All of these things bring joy into my life, and they are all powerful things, however, one of the most powerful feelings of joy comes when I know that I have pleased my Master. When he pets my head and tells me that I have been a good girl, the feeling of joy overwhelms me.

I feel pain when I'm hurt, or when I have disappointed someone I love. When I know I have done something that hurt a friend or that hurt my Master I feel a great pain. I hate to hurt the ones I love.

I feel fear when I am about to be punished, or when I go into a class for the first time. I become fearful when I met new people or experience something new. When I'm home alone and it is night time I fear what could be out there.

When I am told that we are going shopping, to a party, to see family, to see friends I become excited. I also become excited when we play or Master allows me to serve him.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Prompt 2

Today's is a question.

Your core is who you are. Who are you?

Well my core is submissive. I love to serve. It brings me pleasure to know that my Master is pleased with the service I give him. My core is a slave. Am I always true to my core? Sadly, no I'm not but I'm trying to be. Now that I understand what my core is I can work being true to myself. Only when I am true to myself do I truly feel happy.

Prompt 1

Today's prompt is a quotation.

"I saw an angel trapped in marble and I carved to set her free"--Michaelangelo

I can see many ways one can take this. I am going to take it in a BDSM way. To me this quote is coming from a Master/Mistress talking about a submissive. When I read this I see a Dom/Domme looking at a new submissive. The submissive is much like an angel trapped in marble. She knows what she wants but cannot obtain that with out the help of the Dom/Domme. They see the true heart of the girl and how much she wants to serve. They see what she can be and who she can do. And through training they can carve away all the things that the sub is not and leave just what the sub is. They can take all the impurities that surround the girl and toss it to the side to leave only the pure intentions and pure beauty of the submissive.

I am going to try something new

Each day I am going to put up a prompt. It could be a quote, statement or it could be a question. I will respond as I see it and I encourage others to leave their thoughts as well.